puddin time

puddin is a girl : ) yes, my baby brother (uh, he's 33 and almost, if not 6 ft tall) and my sil are having a girl. I AM SO EXCITED! i can't wait. omg this is going to be awesome!!! when they told my nephew, who's six, they were having a girl he said, girls freak me out. lol. priceless. wow. ok, i'm just so excited. i know my sil was hoping to be able to use some of her stuff from the nephew, but wow, we get to shop for girl baby stuff now!

i had my mri today. no results yet. my arm is really hurting like a muther fucker most of the day now. typing isn't as pleasurable. frankly, it's hard to concentrate on much of anything for any length of time. i'm a wuss i know. i don't handle pain well. i've had two c-sections and my gall bladder removed yet still, i suck at handling pain.

the mri was not something i'd like to do again anytime soon. i was in the tube up to my waist for what seemed like hours; it was 15 mins. they give you a button to push if you need to get out. i was five minutes away from pushing it when they brought me out. when they were putting me in the guy said close your eyes. good thing. i opened them twice while i was in there and nearly sent myself into a panic attack. the top of the tube is maybe 2 inches away from your face. i started feeling like i couldn't breathe, though i kept telling myself i could. people say the noises bother them, it's quite loud, but they proved a distraction for me. i concentrated on them instead of the fact that i felt like i was buried alive. one of the noises sounded like a heartbeat, another sounded like crickets. ok, arm hurting now. going to feed the children and take some vicki.