lord, i'm on the brink of slipping into a funk i fear. i'm starting to worry about being able to find a job. really worry. i guess i thought i would have found something, anything after nearly 3 months.
don't get me wrong, if money weren't an issue i'd be digging this stay at home thing.
i am antsy. i want to create something. change something. color something.
we are going to start painting the bedrooms possibly this week.
i want to change the look of the blog too and have looked around a bit online but haven't found anything that jumps out at me. i wish i knew how to manipulate code--i'd design something myself. but, alas, i don't possess that skill.
i am dancing on the very edge of that chasm that could send me spiraling into a full blown funk and i am clawing at anything to keep me on higher ground. i peek over the edge, knowing full well i don't want to end up down there, but also knowing that it is very possible.
i should have noticed the signs. tuning out from blogging. tuning out from music. oddly enough the very things that inspire and move me are the things i turn away from when i'm travelling down that road to a funk. stupid huh?
so--if you know how to spruce up blogs let me know : )
i'm going to attempt to make a peach cobbler for the hubs tonight. maybe that will help keep me from going over the edge for today.