Sunday, February 8, 2009

waaaaaaaaaaa!

that's me, sobbing like a baby. i leave for the airport in about 15 minutes for my stupid work trip to stupid las vegas. i'm home alone right now because the hubs just left to take the girl (and the boy) to the girl's confirmation class at church. she just started it last week and apparently, despite my heathen ways, my children are interested in religion.

although i never like traveling for work, this time, for so many reasons, i am really torn up about it. it does not help matters that mother nature decided to play a cruel trick and come visit me this morning. yeah for the first day of your period, traveling, on a plane, across the fucking country. nice.

we just watched forest gump with the girl and i bawled like a baby. damn jenny.

also, though he never wants me putting it out there, it's my blog and it's on my mind. the hubs hasn't been feeling well lately and honestly it's scaring the shit out of me. he has lots of health issues. in a perfect world i'd tell my bosses to go fuck themselves and i wouldn't go on this trip.

sniff, sniff, cry cry.

i'm going to miss my family and i don't want to go.

i will try to blog from sin city.
oxoxox

10 comments:

IB said...

Try to relax and have some fun while in Vegas!

only a movie said...

Try to relax, but if I were in your situation, I imagine I'd have a lot of separation anxiety too.

My other half has to travel next weeend over Valentine's day for his job. :-(

Hotch Potchery said...

I am really sorry that you have to be away when you don't want to be.

drollgirl said...

i don't mean to make it worse but VEGAS??!?!?! i am not a good traveller, but having a nice destination helps. and travelling for vaca is better than for work.

i hope your trip goes well and that your husband is ok.

hang in there.....

Sherendipity said...

Awwwwws. Hope hubby feels better soon.
Try to have a good week, and before you know it, you'll be back home.

Not Your Aunt Bea said...

Awww. Boooo. You shouldn't have to be away from him if he's not feeling good. Hope the trip is better than expected and that the hubs is back to his old self tomorrow.

Penny said...

I hope that your husband will feel better soon.I can't imagine the stress of feeling you might lose your beloved.Even though other people might think one is unnecessarily worried.It still sucks.

Kristin.... said...

I hope hubs is feeling better soon. And I hope the trip and the speech go well. Thinking of you; email me if you want. I'm here.

Anonymous said...

Oh, I'm sorry you have to be away from home when your husband doesn't feel well, that really sucks! I hope he is feeling better and maybe you at least have a nice hotel room to relax in....

Tracy

Astarte said...

I wish you could stay home!!! Being forced to travel to a place you don't want to go stinks. I hope hubs is feeling better soon. It sounds like some of his stuff may be serious, from how you're worrying, so maybe he should stop by the doctor? Get yourself a massage while you're trapped in Vegas.